Waffle

Summer is coming to an end and although it makes me sad I think getting back into the school year routine will be good for me. I have managed to keep up with my requirements for most of the summer, but august, with all the vacation and time away from the kwoon has made me lazy. I am going to be looking for work since my summer employment will be over soon. I'm really apprehensive about it, I haven't had to really apply for a job since before I had kids, which is about 9 years now. I have been lucky enough to have opportunitys fall in front of me. I always thought that by the time my youngest was in school full time that I would have decided what I wanted to do with the rest of my life career wise. Do I want to go to school, or just work wherever? and if I do go to school, I don't even know what I want to do. Over the years I have forced myself to be decisive because I tend to waffle and then miss out on things because I never got around to making up my mind. Huge waste of time. But here I am waffling. The only thing I am sure of is I don't want to wish I had done something else with my life.