I have started to write and deleted everything about 3 times now. Why is journaling so hard? If this was something I was writing privately I would vent like crazy and it would make no sense to anyone but me. I guess I am being forced to organize my thoughts when I journal publicly. I'm going to go with a list about whats floating around in my head the past few days.
1. working at an emergency vet clinic is really cool, except when there is 3 critical animals and you don't know where anything is and are therefore useless to help people do their job, which is my job.
2. I have a friend with a mental illness and he is causing a huge amount of stress in my life and I don't know what to do about it.
3. I got my worst test mark last week and even though it was an 82% I could have done better and I can't stop kicking myself about it.
4. reading this list, I realize I am focusing on the negative this week.
ok, so there are things that are done, there are things that are out of my control, and things that will get better. Breathe in, breathe out, now move forward.
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