Well it's been almost a month since I've blogged. Honestly no real reason why, I have fallen off the wagon I guess. I haven't been doing my requirements, except acts of kindness and my kms. I suppose it started with being frustrated with my spear, it has been incredibly hard on my shoulders and I can't do it anymore. I've been thinking of going back to my cane but that's as far as it's gone.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about my training and my place at Silent River. It's been tough. I haven't come to any realizations, just more dead ends. It's hard to make it to any classes so I feel like an outsider when I'm there, it's in no way due to how others treat me, just my own feelings. I guess this ended up sounding like a really negative blog posting, but I'm not sure what else to write about. See you all at the meeting Saturday.
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Hey just remember that we are all here for you when you need us. Is there anything that I could help you out with? I know how it feels to be disconected from the Kwoon lately.
ReplyDeleteIt was nice to see you today... We should get together for BBQ or something.
ReplyDeleteYou are so not an outsider!!!! I miss you there a lot! I really enjoy your blogs too, even when they are about poo. :)
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